The x ray I got after my last chemo in March played on my mind a lot as the tumour didn't look much smaller. My oncologist said it might slow down a little towards the end and it appears that's what's happening. It worries me a bit and I think about how long I'll have left again.. will it just start growing really fast again as soon as the chemo is done?? ARGH!
"It's better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles.
Then the victory is yours, it cannot be taken from you,
not by angels or daemons, heaven or hell."
I get home for two days after this cycle and then wake up shivering like mad. I try to heat myself up by drinking hot water and I take some paracetamol. I really don't want to go back in after only two days at home with my boys. My temperature peaks at 39 and I know I need to go in :( Turns out I've got an infection in my hickman line, so I get some antibiotics and they monitor my temp which doesn't spike again..
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